31, 05

Everyday momments passes by

History remembered in one day..

One Cheerful

One makes you wonder

One a day of remeniscent memories..

A Birthday..

A Memmorial

An Annivesary..



Each day I pray

Each day I carry on your name, blood and legacy..

Pumping through my veins..

I never felt sad before

Until now

Some how..I see..

My eyes now open



31, 05

More than numbers dates or time

A memmory carved in mind body and soul..

Wish you were here i can t bear to be a man alone..



Will i ever be the man he was?

Well time still moves on..

and when it ends..

Am I to judge?





Questions unanswered..

You raise me when I was young you cared for my mother

I grew up with your memmories by others..

Never tainted always full of love..

Each Night I'll Pray for you

As I stare in the heavens above..



Muhammed Adib Noor
(Babah)

it'll be a while before an update..

Well it's not like i have a life anyways, I asked for this just like most things you have to take things with the good and the bad .What i learned from my pasti s the fact that there is no experience in which you can't learn anything no matter if it is good or bad you end up learning something..




well yea it's not like I have a life..

What you deserve..

Happiness comes and go just as river flows, an endless cycle from rain fall to water falls to rivers..
even in our darkest momments never cheat life..
we are meant to live for others and not ourselves the people around us acts as limits to our endless possibilities and abilities,
Negativity and positivity will never part..
If all else has failed just listen to our heart..
So smile smile not for yourself but smile for others smile for anything and anyone,
know that they deserve to see your smile just as you need to see your self smile..
not as sign of confidence but as a rememberence
of what you have been given and what you have done for others..

M.A

A wounderous sight..

I just got back from tk around 3AM plus and was surprised to see bursts of water shooting out of the ground.... with little well in truth no knowledge at all in what to do in a situation like this i quickly parked my car and rush to get my camera which i regrettably left in my room.. my fatigue quickly faded away with the sudden adrenaline rush.. here's a few shots of the incident.. 

More Pics sorie ada ter double im tired fix it up nxt tyme enjoy!!

Purul's 17th b'day

Today (had to look at the clock) yea today May 22, 2009 was my little sister's 17th B'day hapy B'day Purul...!!! she spent the whole day with some of her close friends and cousins. She ended her memorable day with a couple of pizzas from Mr. Pizza, the Mall Gadong .. I had to rush there by the way and got there just in time before the food ran out... here's a few pics from Nurul Waadaah binti Md Noor's 17th Birthday celebration.. Banyak hadiah nya kalah abang ...

Worth...(Poem)

Do you not have self worth? I was Asked...

No! I answered..Silence passed

What is there to gain?

I ask myself trying to refrain

My mouth from moving..

Silence...

Finally! , ears thumping

as fast as the blood pumping through my

vein...

I asked to my self a question

completely ambiguous..

Breath began to slow it's pace

With the self worth of my own

why would I need others..

slow echoes of the question..

riveting the souls of my mind

With enough worth of my own

Why would i see other's?

And answer given to the question..

How would I see the glory of others..

Their traits?

Their own shine within the darkness

Their own self worth?..

My mouth finally moved..

The tension around me cleared..

The shrieking Silence ended

Do you not have self worth?

I was Asked...

My answer was No

My answer was Heard..

My answer Remembered...

(M.A)

Waiting.. (retro)

waiting just waiting watching his surrounding peeling... 

waiting and waiting never caring.. selfishness..absent  

waiting just waiting never caring what would become waiting and waiting contemplating the outcome.. 

taken in or abandoned...  

waiting and waiting forever here 

waiting and waiting never fear 

just as long that voice speaks and i am able to hear...  

I am forever waiting even if i am drowning in tears..... 

Joy or sadness? it still remains unclear..

Here i stay waiting and waiting for that day  

M.A

Eh sikit lagi lupa HAHAHa

And Yea the most awesome shuffle ever by Mr .Paul love you man hahahahah ....

last sunday..

Last Sunday was great the weather was nice it started with scorching heat but after a lil bit of rain it was perfect.. the sun was shining the temperature was cool and the air was still humid in other words "I Like Tuh" hahahaha.. well yea.. Kimbo invited me to go to the beach he and his team (Knights) were having a get together to play Rugby at Muara Beach so i said to my self me" self siuk jua tu" Me " awu ah".... The Knights male and female team were there and had a friendly mixed skirmish.. And the scenery at the beach was perfect.. to sum it all up it was a relaxing weekend The beautiful scenery the perfect weather and some friends to hang out with.. here's a few pics to summarise the activities..

LEXUS!! 2 For 1

Didn't you ever wish that you could get a Lexus? Well here's your Chance A Shop near Kiarong Is offering you a once in a life time opportunity... You could get not only A Lexus but Two Lexus for the Price of one.. for less then thousands of dollars normally associated with Lexus..If you think i'm lying.. here's a picture (Nabil happily posing in front of the spectacular bargain). Cheers!!

(WARNING content contains Stupidity)

Smile

I seem to smile alot these days, but 

a smile is different to what i have 

to say 

I sometimes smile when i'm 

happy 

I smile when i'm sad 

I smile when i'm angry and 

I smile when i have nothing to say..

It seems it has lost it's meaning 

but maybe it's just me when i'm 

lonely 

I smile reminicing of better days 

when i get yelled at I'll just smile 

till it ends  

when i'm smiling now i don't know 

if it's real or is it just pretend..  

Pic courtesy of Sas Monroe.                                                             M.A

 

Bngng on a weekend..

what to do? watch a movie a quiet day at home or go out? I'm pretty indecisive ... the problem is due to the different factors which seems to pop out of nowhere... i have my budget to think about I'm tired but i don't want to spend what free time I have sleeping... what to do? hmm well it's still early in the day.. maybe I'll head down to the beach snapping some photos or maybe finish reading a book or head down to my cuzz place for tips on blogging..  ahah paning eh... ayte im out.. 

Malay pickups (Throw back notes)

This is the classic Fallen angel from the heavens in malay..... 

You: Approach girl look at her... (important note: you must be in awe or extremely surprise that she's right there in front of you)  

you: Eh sakit?? 

girl: sakit apa?? 

you:sakit?? girl:sakit apakan??? 

you: you gugur!! 

girl: gugur??? mana ada me gugur.... 

You:Eh indakan?? ada ju YOU gugur.... 

girl: ntah eh you ani gugur bila??? 

you:masa you gugur dari syurga wah usul you ane wah macam bidadari syurga!!!!  

girl' response : smile and blushes!!!  

NOTE: If this works than the girl is considered CAWIE!!!! including the person who ever seriously uses this line!!!!

Just a Thought...

The reason I wanted to write a blog  was a way for me to express my self , to say what i wanted to say to further develop my sense of self expression but with just a few post the criticisms started to rain in. well just A criticism I'm not one to name names. The criticism is mostly on the part of the Way i write but don't get me wrong , to me writing formally or if one can write properly that's something one could take pride in but to me words are magical not just in writing or on computer screens but how we as people use it say it pronounce it. A word added with sarcasm can be both funny yet if someone took it in a wrong way a word can hurt... so if i say Kick Ass to those who's not familiar to the expression it means something is Really wonderful or good it does not mean literally kick ass as if I'm planning to kick some one in their ass and if i make fun of myself by saying I suck as an example it is not by any means a sexual innuendo it is as far from it.. i use it as a term of humour to better humble myself c'mon if your willing to make fun of someone else why not make fun of your self... that's the beauty of writing even by writing this i get to solve my own problems writing makes you think it has a structure and at this point of during the writing of this post i have created a an experience one where readers may relate or at least even in one split momment brought readers to feel what i feel and brought them out to think about the things i have just pointed out without them realising it. Even without even knowing me they are able to hear my thoughtss that's the beauty of language and again words...

Another day at the office, a doze here and there is our solution to keep our sanity intact with what we have to go through each and everyday.. what to do? nah just jokin we're actually addicted to our job it's a place for work, growing, bonding, learning as well as sleeping .. sleep tight ubzz!! ahahah 

photo taken by Dino

Pencuri...(old post)

say to girl!!!

you : eh bulih tanya soalan???

gurl: soalan apa???

you; banar ah jangan marah....

gurl: bah tanya tia...

you: bapa you pencuri kah??

gurl: EH BISAI BISAI CAKAP AH MAIN MAIN BAPA NE!!!

you: Dangar dulu....

*At this point the girl will be really furious!!! this is whwn u make ur move and say the golden line!!!*


gurl: kenapa pulang bapa me pencuri

you: ya curi bintang di langit taruh arah mata you!!!

Gurl: eh you ane hehehehehhe!!!

hahahahahahahhaahah Cawie!!!!!!!!! once again i'm ashamed of my self!!!!! shoot me hahahahaha 

comments????

M.A

Broke..

I'm broke... really need to learn about budgeting but it doesnt help because of the known fact that numbers and myself do not mix.. just lyke mixing indo mie with mushroom soup... arrrrrrrr sup!!!.. I'm hungry i better stop typing it's like im talking to my self hahahah outie  here's a shot of me chcking out my account pic courtesy of Nabil

Outside Looking in.......

From the outside looking in

All you see,when looking at me is a boy with a grin

From the outside looking in,

When you see me all you see are jokes and laughters

From the outside looking in,

all you see is just a normal boy sitting high up on the rafters... Try looking life through my eyes,i tell you what i see

An image of my father's son looking at me

An image i know i cannot be free

I tell you what i see

Someone who has a future burden on his shoulder

A burden which weighs more than a boulder

A burden which I've seen carried by my mother..

I tell you what i see

Someone who've grown up without guidance from a father

At best his a friend to his siblings, a companion to his mother

Never the image of my father's son which continues to look on

I tell you what i see..

Someone who's every mistake feels like a wooden stake piercing through his heart

Someone who knows that a family's bond will never part

Someone who's every move is frown upon.... From the outside looking outside looking in

All you see is plain old me

Never serious always carefree

An image from the outside looking in.. Maybe someday when you see me my father's son i will be

But that's just me,

Try looking through someone else's eyes

And tell me what do you see??... M.A

Friend?? Friend :)

A friend is someone who will never part,  Even when things gets hard,  

A friend is someone you can count on to never tear you apart,  

A friend is someone who knows a friend in need is a friend indeed,  

A friend is someone just like you and me  

But a true friend is someone who doesn't need to know that they are a true friend, as a true friend knows when they look at a mirror

a true friend is who they see....  

M.A

up up dates!!

Alright, need some shut eye  i'll try to dig up some of the old notes  sometime this week till then 

I is outie!! ahhaha 

pick ups... (Old Post)

-Before anything to anybody who's gonna type "dude ur always lame" or "bila ko inda lame?" up yours!! alright hahahah and who the hell would take my tips seriously??? what i'm about to write is what my friend made up.. okay because we stupid like that...  

-You need to have an e-mail  

-you need to have a hobby or something which you normally do 

-You need to have a big ass can of confidence!!  

-You need to have a name  

Alright... This is very practical and easy to use no gimmicks no nothing alright! 

Step one - Build up confidence and approach target The first line... hey! (your name) is my name 

The second line... (hobby) is my game 

The third line... Want to know me well? 

The fourth and last line.. Add my e-mail!  

Step two wait for target to ask for email.. You see it's simple.... and it rhymes see....  

!!!! (_I_) !!!  

The line in action... 

Me- "Hey gurl!!" "Adib is my name!!" "and basketball is my game!!" "You want to know me well??" "Add my e-mail!!!" 

Gurl- "Wow your so cool!!!! Adib pls let me have your e-mail!!" hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahha 

M.A kiss this (_I_)!!

Apa nah?? (old posts)

Sometimes the best pleasures in life is the simple things.. 

Things people don't realize until they really need to then it's too late.. 

I'm not talking about cheap thrills, watching horror flicks 

or the act of jumping on trampolines full of springs..  

The thing i'm trying to describe i bet people do it everyday  

some even doing it more times more than how many times they prey.. 

the process of doing it seems like a ritual. 

the place to proceed it seems like it's temple you might even feel like a king as some people might feel like there sitting on their throne.. 

but as you get older if you do it to much people might label you as accident prone...  

you can do it while reading why with technology this days you can even do it while surfing on the net.. once i even did it while sleeping ... 

and i promise you if you figure what this is about you won't ever forget..  

The end product might make you wonder you might be surprise at what you see.. 

some might even feel disgusted and ponder.. at how the hell it could possibly be..

One might even be so proud i'm not lying.. 

this one guy even took a picture and showed it to me..  

As rituals are there's a beginning and an end you push on a certain lever then you will hear a sound the sound of a battle cry signaling your victory..  

if you might forget the last part you might just pretend.. and if people asked 

"who the fuck! did that?" just say" it's not me"  

I'm going to tell you what it is but you still have to guess it's similar to taking a piss but to compare it's pure bliss there is no contest...  

M.A

To Mothers , From a Son Mother's Day May 10, 2009....

You carried me for nine months 

You cared for me endlessly your voice was my first lullaby.. 

you were the first tobe there for me.. 

Years have gone by you're still here to carry me.. 

You gave me support and love.. 

You raised me to be a man.. 

You are my teacher.. You are my inspiration You are my mom.. 

There are no gifts that can compare to what you have given.. 

I could only give a recognition of what you have given me.. 

The lessons you taught, The patience you have shown and especially the love you have given.. 

"Happy Mother's Day" to you from a son who realises He's lost for words and can only say 

" I forever cherish what you have given to me" 

Happy Mother's day to all the Mothers out there.. There is no one stronger..Your pain and struggle , your love and compassion , Your patience your dedication to your children Has no Boundaries.... hope this serves as a token and a sign of recognition for all that you have done 

M.A

A addiction

Couldnt get my hands off my camera.. it's like an obsession. 

A story: well i was sent on an assignment today at RTB i was so psyched to try out my camerea on the field but alas I SUCK!! , seriously i'm still trying to get the hang of focusing as well as positioning my self for the pwerfect shots.. with the kit lens i still have to get closer..

At the office Melvin attached his lens and his Flash to my 500D, That was kick ass!!! i even played around with Naz's Wide lens and his tele lens My Camera was on frickin steriods.... ayte that's it for now.. and yeah finish my work early today.. but tommorow i wasnt assign to anything so i'll probably think of something tonight..  

It's Late

Finally got it a little bit but there's still room for improvement. I still need to know how they got all those gadget things thoughs... I'm going to try to get some "shut eye". Honestly i don't know why i'm doing this am i talking to my self...??? Maybe if i treeat it as a scrap book like blog or a straight up Journal??? welll only time will tyme Good Nyte too me then Me: Thanks you too... weird.......

Trying things out

Still trying to figure out what's the purpose of my blog , i'll probabl use it as a means to entertain my self for the time being . Experimenting with different styles of writing diferent topics and probably even pictures music movie reviews but it's not certain.. cant wait to see how it's going to turn out ....

wassup

This is my first attempt on having a Blog so its kinda like a trial run .... just tring bits and pieces here and there...