???

Patience with no bounds even if it hurts..
Each Hi! each smile made.. etching a scratch..
The longer it went on the harder it gets..

An ultimatum is what i seek but my mouth opens but it's hard to speak..
High an mighty like oaks in the forests..
under the ground a soul is trapped in the maze of the roots..
As strong and mighty as it is, just one mistake.. it will all disintegrate
and all that has been created lost in the abyss..
should one take a risk such as this


A better half of what is me
which i feel is meant to be..
isn't always the way it seems
so is it still meant to be??...

31, 05

Everyday momments passes by

History remembered in one day..

One Cheerful

One makes you wonder

One a day of remeniscent memories..

A Birthday..

A Memmorial

An Annivesary..



Each day I pray

Each day I carry on your name, blood and legacy..

Pumping through my veins..

I never felt sad before

Until now

Some how..I see..

My eyes now open



31, 05

More than numbers dates or time

A memmory carved in mind body and soul..

Wish you were here i can t bear to be a man alone..



Will i ever be the man he was?

Well time still moves on..

and when it ends..

Am I to judge?





Questions unanswered..

You raise me when I was young you cared for my mother

I grew up with your memmories by others..

Never tainted always full of love..

Each Night I'll Pray for you

As I stare in the heavens above..



Muhammed Adib Noor
(Babah)

Outside Looking in.......

From the outside looking in

All you see,when looking at me is a boy with a grin

From the outside looking in,

When you see me all you see are jokes and laughters

From the outside looking in,

all you see is just a normal boy sitting high up on the rafters... Try looking life through my eyes,i tell you what i see

An image of my father's son looking at me

An image i know i cannot be free

I tell you what i see

Someone who has a future burden on his shoulder

A burden which weighs more than a boulder

A burden which I've seen carried by my mother..

I tell you what i see

Someone who've grown up without guidance from a father

At best his a friend to his siblings, a companion to his mother

Never the image of my father's son which continues to look on

I tell you what i see..

Someone who's every mistake feels like a wooden stake piercing through his heart

Someone who knows that a family's bond will never part

Someone who's every move is frown upon.... From the outside looking outside looking in

All you see is plain old me

Never serious always carefree

An image from the outside looking in.. Maybe someday when you see me my father's son i will be

But that's just me,

Try looking through someone else's eyes

And tell me what do you see??... M.A